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"We're all mad here."
Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 12:17 AM
I feel so unreal when I'm around my friends. I mean, it's okay if I feel fake or isolated when I'm with my JC mates but when it comes to people I'm supposedly very close to, I feel even more pressured into talking, eating or behaving in a certain way so that they will still perceive me in ways I want them to. There is this desperation to exert control over every other thing because my life and emotions already felt beyond my control.

And what if things never change. Look, I'm just really disappointed in myself for feeling this way again and again. But it's alright, I'll be fine tomorrow.